Re: National Novel Writing Month
November 02, 2006 · by The Urban Shockah · Permalink · comment on this post in the forum · Category: Original Version, communiqués
Well, NaNoWriMo is a bitch this year. It's only the second day, and I'm not going to make the 2000 word count -- in fact, right now I'm just trying to put down enough words to bring my total to two standard days' worth (3,334) and even though I'm only about a hundred words short, I'm not even sure I'm gonna make that.
Part of me is wondering if taking on Little Black Stray was such a good idea -- part of the point of NaNoWriMo is to start a novel with absolutely no idea what it's about or where it's going to go, and clearly I've side-stepped that. I don't know if I feel particularly weighted down by having some concepts worked-out (or at least pencilled-in) but this does create a kind of "fenced-in" mentality -- here are the characters and concepts, and stray beyond them if you dare.
But still, that's more a question of will and nerve than anything else. No, right now the big problem is realizing, once again, that I'm not a novelist. The canvas is just too big. It's difficult to figure out just what I should be writing at any given moment -- when you have the choice of describing what's actually happening at that particular second in the story, or what happened five years ago, or what a character is thinking, or the shape and texture of a bed, or a million other different things... well, that's too many choices for me.
If anything, I'm a dramatist, which is a completely different thing. I'm used to present tense and conflict. I'm used to imagining something happening now, something that I could witness right in front of me. I could use present tense in the novel, but it just feels wrong. And while conflict is the essence of drama, a novel can, for a good portion of its page count, get away without conflict altogether. In fact, I'd say that a lot of my favorite fiction is filled with pages of either mood or interesting information. Yes, I could go ahead and write the novel like I might write a screenplay or stageplay, but then I wonder, What would be the point? Isn't the idea to write, you know, a novel?
Okay, 'nuff ranting for now. I gotta try and get these last hundred words down.

